life is a struggle
as we wake up every day
just take a razor blade
and cut the pain away
feel the blood as it leaves you veins
dripping down your arms
leaving the sheets with stains
and i know some kids think its cool
and it makes them part of a gang part of a crew
fuck that shit i know what its like
to feel hopeless useless, like there is no light
when every day is a struggle
and you dont think your gonna win the fight
light the jays and grab a bud light
sit back and relax
let your life take flight
now the blood soaked bed
puts nasty thoughts in to my head
and i cant help but to see red
oh god am i dead?
i thought i was gonna go places
but now all i can see is faces
loved ones who did there best to change this
but its to late to erase this. im sorry sis
and mom and dad you where the best i could have
i didnt mean to make you sad
just wanted to make you proud of that son
that you never had
as for my girls, well my bad i never was that good in the sack
well for now i guess ill just have to settle for last
"such a shame, death came to fast"
the preacher said as he filled my fathers flask
he was just a young man with a troubled past
we take life granted more then we realize
and it will be our end, our demise
now all i have to show for it is some scars
but i survived by spittin bars and rippin it hard
self medicated with dank bud
been smoking that shit before the govenator even knew what it was.
everybody says that people like me are few and far
musicians who spend there whole life working hard
but its the fakes making it to the stage
singing about how hard they can rage
and how many times they get laid
when all they really want is to get paid
and have no love for the actual game
but ill show you pain and suffering
and when im done
the others will amount to nothing
try to hurt me
but your forgetting something
this is music with meaning
and its hard to believe that im even still here breathin
so try your best to foil my plan
but that just means you dont understand
we are our own worst enemies
and that battle will never end.
